Well, we caved and took an hour nap around 7. Got up, watched some junk on the DVR, got into bed at 11. Watched Letterman. Still no sleep.
My mind is racing like crazy. I'm anxious about a hundred different things. I can't turn my brain off at all. I finally got out of bed and came down stairs because I'm sure my constant shuffling would get on Diana's nerves. Cosmo knows I'm troubled, sitting beside me purring and making bread (or perhaps she's just annoyed we were gone so long).
The experiences of the last week and a half, starting with the wedding, really forced me to think about my life in many different ways. My new family life, professional and financial goals and health all weigh heavy on my mind. There's so much to accomplish, and much of it has to happen sooner than later. At the same time, I feel like I know just as much about what I shouldn't be doing as what I should, and these things are often at odds.
Let's see if some senseless video games can help me turn it off for awhile...
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