Out of nowhere, I feel like it's creeping up on me. I don't like it. I know what it is, it's depression, and it's brought on by fall.
Which is weird, because generally speaking, most of the best moments of my life have happened in the fall. But it's almost like this impending doom with the holidays on the horizon. What's the deal with that?
Tonight I turned on the fire place and buried myself under a blanket and caught up on DVR'd Boston Legal episodes. It's less fun watching TV by yourself. That's probably where some of the yucky feelings come from. Being alone sucks when it's cold. Thank God for weekends.
What sucks the most is that I don't feel like I can control it. There are certain obvious aspects of my life that get me down, but I can't just kick myself in the nuts and get over it. That's really frustrating.
Well, as I told Catherine, closing weekend festivities are now less than two weeks away, Blue Man is about a month away, and Orlando is less than eight weeks away. Lots to look forward to, and in the mean time, I've gotta focus on meeting some of my personal goals.
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