I'm so not motivated for work. I think I mentioned before that all of this good weather reminds me of the summer(s) I worked at home. Well, that has me going nuts here in this dark room with no windows.
The other thing going on in the back of my mind is that I'm so bored with my sites that I want to re-do them, which is actually a good thing if you ignore the fact that others likely feel the same way about them.
That powerful need for change is starting to creep back into my personality, and I think it could be destructive.
Change for the sake of change can be a negative, even like you said destructive, thing. But I think if you could channel that desire or need for change into a positive direction, astounding things could occur.
It helps sometimes to ask yourself questions when you are considering making a change. Where is this coming from? What will be the outcome? Will the outcome bring value or not? That kind of questioning can help you diagnose negative change before it happens.