With the weather being as nice as it is, I'm struggling with work again. I know that a lot of people might find that to be kind of lame, like I should suck it up, go to my job, and smile, but I've essentially been on an academic schedule for the last two years. I did work part time last year, but for the most part, I could roll out of bed when I felt like it, have breakfast/lunch on my deck, stay up late doing whatever, and just kind of do my thing.
I really miss that this year. But because of the financial risk I've taken with buying my video gear, I have to work a day job for now. Well, I don't have to, but it's the responsible thing to do. I could make some really great headway on debt if I stick with it. And hey, the bonus at the end of the year could be a massive amount of money. Of course, it could be nothing instead.
It was easier last year to take care of myself too. I think it was easy to lose weight when I wasn't out in the world every day being distracted by Chipotle and made tired by things I don't care that much about.
I guess what I find most alarming is that the weeks just go flying by, and I feel like I'm missing something. I realize now more than ever that time is so precious, and I don't like the feeling of it passing by quickly. That's why I've been living like a rock star for much of this year. Three flying trips and three driving trips by the mid-point of the year!
Viva Las Vegas, baby!
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