Having a job again is really nice, I just wish I could be my happy go lucky self again. It's not that I'm unhappy... I'm just tired all of the time. I slept in when I was unemployed, but I also stayed up late, so I'm sleeping about the same amount of time. I'm even sleeping better than I was and more soundly.
This week I really snapped at my volleyball kids when they were screwing around. It wasn't really justified, at least not the kind of cranky attitude I was giving them.
I find myself being cranky all of the time just because I'm tired. It's not that I'm unhappy though, it just seems like I'm a dick to people. That's no fun. I don't like myself when I'm like that.
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