Do you ever feel like everything that you're excited about is in the future? For example, I can't wait to start the J.O. volleyball season, which starts for me on January 3. I'm really excited about it!
But it's one of several things that are in the distant future. It's like I'm all about waiting for things and not able to enjoy the moment. I have a lot of anxiety about that because I should be filling the current time that I'm living with nifty-way-cool something since I don't exactly get that time back.
Anxiety sucks. I haven't had feelings like this for a long time, at least a year and a half. And I'd bother one of my friends about it on AIM right now, but it appears to be down or something, and now I'm anxious about that!